-]. So over the last few years, I been commissioning artists who's drawn great Zapedy pictures. I find it weird that every artist always ask for well-thought out detailed references so there's no big mistakes and then when I give my references, some artists say I'm too specific and they don't wanna do it. I can admit my ref's are quite specific but isn't that what makes a good reference? I thought the more help the merrier? I've seen many artists to commissions to customers who was NOT happy with their commission because artist obviously an artist can't read their mind so they could possibly restart from scratch probably 8 or more times, at least my method can at least help avoid that situation.

But that ain't the real problem btw, what's frustrating and depressing me right now isn't the situation that they don't wanna take my commission, (cause If you don't want money from me, that's fine) but then they completely ignore and act like I'm a fucking murderer and avoid me at all costs, If I make a comment, they never reply. If I sent them a message, I never get a reply and I possibly get blocked on the instant messenger. Even if it's not a message about commissions, they dismiss it, these are people who post on Facebook weekly, and journals on here usually, so it's hard to accept "they don't have time" they are obviously seeing my comments and messages It's just my commission was obviously too much hard word for them and they wanna hate me for life for it.

Gosh like I said already, if you don't want to commission me, that's cool but you don't have to avoid me, ignore me and blank me it's pretty fucking ridiculous, it's like what have I done wrong? that's why I've been recently having problems talking to people cause you don't know how anyone reacts these days .[-