I hate this song lol and yet i love it. for some reason I feel like its appropriate for my current mood... not sure why i can relate to the song at the moment. ive got my bf who loves me only 4 feet away. i feel like the song captures more how i feel about my recent loss of friends and my fear of losing anymore. a lot of friends have left me both in RL and online. this makes me feel many things: insecure(they dont like/care enough to keep in touch), fear(are they doing ok?) and lastly i am just left feeling lonely and the need to cling to my friends i have left. i crave to get to know my friends better, to be closer to them

and some ppl started talkign to me so now im out of my mood and feel better... lol
so im good until i go without word from anyone for a while lol