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Three Month Anniversary + Life Update
17 years ago
Today marks the three month anniversary of my breakup with my ex-boyfriend. Looking back now I can see what an ass I was towards him, and how wrong the two of us were for one another. The only way I can even begin to describe our relationship would be comparing it to that of Naruto and Sasuke; we make better rivals and friends than we do lovers ((though some would disagree on the Naruto/Sasuke thing, since there are so many fan pairings of the two.)).
In other news, I realize I haven't uploaded any stories recently. That's because I started working 10 hour shifts at my work place. I'm getting up at 5:45 AM and leaving work at around 4:30 PM. Needless to say, the first thing I want to do when I get home is change out of my work clothes, turn on the computer, hop in the shower, and paw off. not necessarily in that order mind you, but you get the idea. And while I may get Fridays off, I find it so hard to get up and do something most of the time, as I'm still drained from the four prior days.
As for my love life, well... it's complicated. Like I said, it's been three months since my breakup, but I think I'm getting back into it already. There's this guy that I like, and I'm pretty sure he likes me too. But I learned from my last experience that I shouldn't start anything like a relationship through the net until I actually meet the person and spend some time with them to see what they're actually like. My ex, while he did have his god points, was a complete jerk most of the time when I met him. But that's just my opinion of him. Still, until I find the right person to dance a pas de deux with I shall keep my head held high. And please excuse the ballet term. I've been watching a bit too much Princess Tutu recently. It's better if you don't ask. Trust me.
And the only reason I decided to write this journal tonight was because a friend of mine came to me with a serious problem. I won't go into the details of it for his sake, but lets just say that it seriously caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting anything like that when he asked, and when the time came to react, I choked. I promised I'd help him out if I could, and I choked out of fear. I can't stop feeling bad for not following through. I just hope everything will be going okay for him tomorrow. And if there is still a chance for me to do something then I will do what I can next time I speak with him. He's the closest thing to a brother I have. I don't want to let him down, even if it means getting kicked out of my home for doing so.
Well, that's all the ranting I feel like doing tonight. I swear, sometimes it feels like the lives of my friends and I are just big lightning rods for drama. I just get so sick of it, you know? And if you read this far then thanks for listening, and know that I'm working on a new project. I'm gonna try and post it soon, but with the way things go around here you never can tell what will happen. Until next time then.
In other news, I realize I haven't uploaded any stories recently. That's because I started working 10 hour shifts at my work place. I'm getting up at 5:45 AM and leaving work at around 4:30 PM. Needless to say, the first thing I want to do when I get home is change out of my work clothes, turn on the computer, hop in the shower, and paw off. not necessarily in that order mind you, but you get the idea. And while I may get Fridays off, I find it so hard to get up and do something most of the time, as I'm still drained from the four prior days.
As for my love life, well... it's complicated. Like I said, it's been three months since my breakup, but I think I'm getting back into it already. There's this guy that I like, and I'm pretty sure he likes me too. But I learned from my last experience that I shouldn't start anything like a relationship through the net until I actually meet the person and spend some time with them to see what they're actually like. My ex, while he did have his god points, was a complete jerk most of the time when I met him. But that's just my opinion of him. Still, until I find the right person to dance a pas de deux with I shall keep my head held high. And please excuse the ballet term. I've been watching a bit too much Princess Tutu recently. It's better if you don't ask. Trust me.
And the only reason I decided to write this journal tonight was because a friend of mine came to me with a serious problem. I won't go into the details of it for his sake, but lets just say that it seriously caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting anything like that when he asked, and when the time came to react, I choked. I promised I'd help him out if I could, and I choked out of fear. I can't stop feeling bad for not following through. I just hope everything will be going okay for him tomorrow. And if there is still a chance for me to do something then I will do what I can next time I speak with him. He's the closest thing to a brother I have. I don't want to let him down, even if it means getting kicked out of my home for doing so.
Well, that's all the ranting I feel like doing tonight. I swear, sometimes it feels like the lives of my friends and I are just big lightning rods for drama. I just get so sick of it, you know? And if you read this far then thanks for listening, and know that I'm working on a new project. I'm gonna try and post it soon, but with the way things go around here you never can tell what will happen. Until next time then.
Good night
~Nick~ ((A.K.A. River))
Wow, ten hour shifts though. I know exactly how you feel though... but I wish I could do the same right now, because I've got no work to go to. Still, life can be tough like that, but at least you have a job and are making some money, hopefully.
...I've actually heard Princess Tutu is a good anime, but I've never taken the time to watch it. Or look for it. X3 Right now I'm watching The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, but it's a really short series and I'm almost done...
Ah well. Take care of yourself, and I'm curious to see what you'll write next. ^ ^