What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be.

Motivation's a b i t c h.

So I've been pretty down lately.
Been having relationship troubles; go figure.
That and I've been job hunting, just got a new one.
Just been all around busy since the last time I posted here.
Took my final GED test today, hopefully I passed so I can move on in life.
I'm enrolled into Animal Behaviorist College for a certificate in grooming.
That's supposed to start the 20th of this month, so that'll chew up even more time.
Especially since I need 100 hours of on-the-job training. /gag/

I've hardly been able to get around to drawing.
We just got the computer desk back.
And every time I try get so disappointed.
I just have such a lack of motivation.
I start something and never finish it.

I have like 10 unfinished SAI files.
/sigh/

Well hopefully when I have some breathing room,
I can try to work on my art projects (my vast overdue ones).
It's hard cause my boyfriend and I share the computer.
We're both taking online college courses. Gross.

My 21st is in like, 2 weeks too. Ugh.

Until next time.
- Rache.