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17 years ago
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I stopped caring.
No more of this "OMG Obama!" bull shit.
He won. hooray. ok.
settle that shit down.
side note, I also stopped caring for my own personal health. hooray!
My whole body was in so much pain, i could barely move, but I realized, almost no one else cared, so I stopped caring ,and I found out I could finally move and ignore the pain.
This brought me to remember, I use to never feel pain, then everyone started telling me how I don't show emotions and that I should start thinking of myself more often and start to feel. I did, all that happened was I got hurt. By others, by life, by the cars and the knives and the fatigue.
so if I don't care much, I won't be hurt anymore.
just announcing this to those who look at my journal at all.
I'm trying not to contact anyone much anymore. why? because no one really talks to me. either out of being too busy or because they're just not in a talkative mood or just don't have anything to say. I'm not threatening or saying "OMG no one wants to talk to me boo hoo hoo" no, I'm saying "oh, ok. so instead of wasting both our times, I just won't message you anymore."
if you choose to forget me then, ok. if you don't want to talk to me anymore, say so and I'll make it as if I don't exist. I'm not going to bother people.
Announcement over.
No more of this "OMG Obama!" bull shit.
He won. hooray. ok.
settle that shit down.
side note, I also stopped caring for my own personal health. hooray!
My whole body was in so much pain, i could barely move, but I realized, almost no one else cared, so I stopped caring ,and I found out I could finally move and ignore the pain.
This brought me to remember, I use to never feel pain, then everyone started telling me how I don't show emotions and that I should start thinking of myself more often and start to feel. I did, all that happened was I got hurt. By others, by life, by the cars and the knives and the fatigue.
so if I don't care much, I won't be hurt anymore.
just announcing this to those who look at my journal at all.
I'm trying not to contact anyone much anymore. why? because no one really talks to me. either out of being too busy or because they're just not in a talkative mood or just don't have anything to say. I'm not threatening or saying "OMG no one wants to talk to me boo hoo hoo" no, I'm saying "oh, ok. so instead of wasting both our times, I just won't message you anymore."
if you choose to forget me then, ok. if you don't want to talk to me anymore, say so and I'll make it as if I don't exist. I'm not going to bother people.
Announcement over.
My dad used to tell me, "If you don't think about it, it won't hurt" all the time c:
Good luck with your new outlook <3
then I decided, "hey maybe I should go back to being happy and look at the bright side of life!"
right after I said that, a bag of dog sh*t flew into my face, combusted into flames and spread through my life.
so I'm going back to how I was before.
I dunno, I always look on the bright side so I don't really know what to say...
People should do what works best for them <3
but I'm not one to pass the idea that the opposite may happen, so I plan for that as well to keep things on the bright side.
I try to look at all possible angles to keep myself and others happy.
NaotaDaemon on AIM
Sweetie.
Last Time We Spoke Yous Said Yous Were Feeling Ill, And Knots Happy.
Your Always Ins Mine Tots Every 68 Ofs Yous.
I's Worry Bouts Yous Alls
Sowie, Tos Hear Your Slipping Further Away From Mes.
I's Tries Tos Offer Whats Wittle I's Cans.
Buts Mine Life Does Knots Allow Mes Dats Pleasure.
*Huggles Tight*
Miss Yous.
Personally, I try to read and respond to as many as I can, but at times I get so overwheleme with trying to anser everything.. a few fall by without me commenting
I know for a fact that more people out there have it worse. I'm not going to deny it or consider my problems to be worse.
I'm saying that my problems are my problems. they're going on in my life.
I easily set aside anything I feel or hate for others. I look for things to feel hopeful about, but even when I get a promise of "I'll try to call, or text, or message you tomorrow" and I get nothing for a week. it brings my hope down. little by little things eat away.
just a few others.
"Make every word count by being concise and precise" is the motto I surf the Internet to.
I know I probably don't respond as much as I should because most of the time I am busy. I am swamped with schoolwork and when I do get freetime, I want to spend it with friends, family, or doing my own art, so FA takes a very low spot on the priorities totem pole (as it should).
But, I respect your decision and feel that if it helps you live a better life then by all means do it. I say just keep on working on your art and keep on improving your talent.
Good luck.
No caring is good if you don't want to take the risk (with the way things seem to go, I don't blame you at all for not caring). I just hope someone can be your catalyst one day.
There is only one thing that I will tell you. Do not ever resign yourself to fate. That's where people lose the will to live. Don't do that. Please.