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ok, its been a long time since I've done anything anywhere..
Just to say, I'm somewhat ok. Just been really busy trying to find work and, well, get by some depressions and things that put me down. I'm still getting over the loss of my cat and dog.. I'm trying to get things on a level field with my family, I'm trying to keep my heart from stopping. yeah, it turns out me and my sister are having some heart problems.
I can't do anything strenuous without having my heart race and crush itself or something. it gets hard for me to breathe and my stomach and throat get effected as well. I don't know what the problem is, but it seems to involve my stress related problems from before. I think.
either way, I'm trying to get back to drawing. I'm really off now. I'm trying to get myself in the mood by drawing in a sketch book, but thats not turning out well.
hopefully I'll come back soon.
Just to say, I'm somewhat ok. Just been really busy trying to find work and, well, get by some depressions and things that put me down. I'm still getting over the loss of my cat and dog.. I'm trying to get things on a level field with my family, I'm trying to keep my heart from stopping. yeah, it turns out me and my sister are having some heart problems.
I can't do anything strenuous without having my heart race and crush itself or something. it gets hard for me to breathe and my stomach and throat get effected as well. I don't know what the problem is, but it seems to involve my stress related problems from before. I think.
either way, I'm trying to get back to drawing. I'm really off now. I'm trying to get myself in the mood by drawing in a sketch book, but thats not turning out well.
hopefully I'll come back soon.
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No, trust me on this, it does.
Sometimes, it's better to just relax and let it all go. Every thought, every worry. Just close your eyes, drown it all down in some good music (Try Buckethead's Colma Album). It's funny, oftentimes, when you forget all about worrying, you find it ridiculous why you were ever worrying at all!
Just relax, in the end, everything will turn out alright.
so nyah =p
*hugs tightly*
I'm not hungry but I want chips now =x
with cheese. and chili.
How about a nice salad with fakin? =3
is it like bakin?
miss talking with you and all my friends.
Ohs, Naota.
Shtill Tink Bouts Yous Everydays, Yous Worry Mes Sos.
Meow I's Heres Dish And Ish Alls Sos Knots Fair. *Sigh*
Yous Betters Takes Goods Care Ofs Dats Heart Fur Mes.
I's Shtill Plans Ons Meetings Ups Wiff Yous, Big Bruder.
*Kisses*