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I mention the passing of a Friend
17 years ago
Yesterday. Nov 5, 2008 at 4:15pm CST. one of my closest friends online.... passed away. *sniffles* even as i sit here... writing this i feel like i have been punched in the gut...
Saber, a kind hearted friend, fun going and who laughed and talked to me alot when no one else would. when i was down he ... had a way to know and come talk to me.
2 to almost 3 months ago. Saber was taken into a hospital wit a failing heart valve. for this time he fought... he kicked he did all he could... h.. he even promised me to show me around his home when we got to meet up. show me the sights and have a nice time.
he .. promised but now his gone. and i just right now wish it was a joke... a bad apirl fools prank but i know its not. I don't know what to say anymore... apart from that I miss him. and I will for a while to come.
Good night Saber, sleep well and without pain.
Silkpaws.
Saber, a kind hearted friend, fun going and who laughed and talked to me alot when no one else would. when i was down he ... had a way to know and come talk to me.
2 to almost 3 months ago. Saber was taken into a hospital wit a failing heart valve. for this time he fought... he kicked he did all he could... h.. he even promised me to show me around his home when we got to meet up. show me the sights and have a nice time.
he .. promised but now his gone. and i just right now wish it was a joke... a bad apirl fools prank but i know its not. I don't know what to say anymore... apart from that I miss him. and I will for a while to come.
Good night Saber, sleep well and without pain.
Silkpaws.
Remeber the good times and smile, do not dewl on what could of been, but rejoice on what was. It is soemthing out of your hands, but you must remeber that the love he gave you and yours in return was real, and so, will always stay with you.
Morn a friend, but live for him.
To friends and famely, I hope a brither futur after this dark clowd. =)
-hugs-
It's not a perfect answer, but things do get better. :3
I hope you're well during this time and wish you the best. :)
but yeah........ *hugs* <_<;;;
Just you make sure you don't do anything foolish, and Talk. Even if its the last thing you want to do. Just keep talking. If you keep at it you'll find your way to deal with this.