After three years, it just all stops like this. My sister n my bestfriend ( ex husband ) betray me, they never had to lie, the truth would of set them free. I love them both so dearly. all the money I saved for a chance to see him and everything I did for her and my friendship it all ends in betrayal. As I lay here bottle of vodka in my hand, two more on he floor. Tears falling hard, I think bout the guns in case they all sit loaded but I shake my head to dismiss the thought.. I think bout the pills I have just hidden, but I know I can't risk it. My heart aches for my sister, I feel so alone. She was a sister the only one I had left. And my heart aches for him, became he played with the strings of my fragile heart. I spent all this time being clean and now it's hard not to go back to who I was back than.. Maybe it's time for me to go home n sit the rest of my years maybe than they could both be happy with out the burden of worthless me... Since you both can't let me be happy for you.. my heart will always have a place for the both of you even if you don't wanna let me see your happiness.
to  stoney_the_wolf and his new lover and wifey  Laelani_the_wolf