( Rant Warning! Don't want to hear it, then don't read it! )
12 years ago
Ugh! Can this day get any worse!! I had the worse day ever..
First off.. I woke up this morning and of course as always my mother is a grumpy bitch with a stick shoved up her ass.. Because today my grandmother was going to take me clothes shopping.. And my mother didn't want to go.. So I told her " Then don't go if you don't want too.." she turned around and snapped at me saying " Yeah and leave you to get clothes?? You don't know how to do anything! You'll just buy more crap like the stuff you're already wearing! "
Oh.. And it gets better.. As we're both getting ready to go.. My mother, who is a skinny tooth pick starts complaining because she gained 3 pounds.. I didn't say anything.. I was blow drying my hair.. And all of a sudden she snaps at me again.. " Well excuse me, I don't like being FAT like you.."
Keeping my mouth shut.. I continued to get ready..
Now, we finally meet up over at the mall and we head over to Fridays for lunch.. If this morning couldn't get worse.. It did.. My mother starts throwing an attitude towards my grandmother and I just as we're sitting down in the booth.. When my mother and grandmother fight.. They fight like cats and dogs..
They start to argue loudly! Calling each other names back and forth.. It was embarrassing.. Everyone else around us started to glare towards us.. Then they started to bring me into this argument.. Saying the good ole' " Well.. Riki said this, Riki said that! Tell her this, tell her that! "
Wanting no part in this.. I kept completely silent.. My mother stood up and yelled at me saying that she was disappointed in me and that I'm a liar.. Wait.. WHAT? I didn't even open my mouth!
She storms off saying to me " Thanks Riki for kicking me out onto the streets. "
Now my mother overly dramatizes everything if she doesn't get her way and he one person she blames or takes it out on is me..
Because of the argument between her and my grandmother.. She's blaming me now!
Finally we leave the Fridays and walk over to Sears.. All of a sudden.. I'm walking behind my grandmother and BAM! My mother comes up behind me and smacks me hard in the back of the head.. Saying " How dare you not stick up for me. I am very disappointed in you.. I should spank you and since you're my daughter I can spank you if I want too."
She hit me hard.. Now.. I am 21 years old.. She is threatening to hit me and send me back to my father who is in California.. She can threaten me all she wants.. But I'm 21..
So aside from all the " you're so over weight ", " your so fat ", " you make me so mad", " I'm done with you ", and "I don't want you in my life " comments from my mother..
I come home.. During the whole car ride she doesn't say a thing to me.. As soon as she gets home, she changed her clothes and left and hasn't been home since.
If life didn't want to kick me in the ass again! Our toilet is clogged up.. So I went next door and borrowed our neighbors plunger.. It didn't work.. So I left it alone.. Come back to find our toilet over flooded.. So I had to clean that up.. It destroyed some of my gamer magazines.. And now the whole house smells like shit..
Perfect.. Just perfect..
First off.. I woke up this morning and of course as always my mother is a grumpy bitch with a stick shoved up her ass.. Because today my grandmother was going to take me clothes shopping.. And my mother didn't want to go.. So I told her " Then don't go if you don't want too.." she turned around and snapped at me saying " Yeah and leave you to get clothes?? You don't know how to do anything! You'll just buy more crap like the stuff you're already wearing! "
Oh.. And it gets better.. As we're both getting ready to go.. My mother, who is a skinny tooth pick starts complaining because she gained 3 pounds.. I didn't say anything.. I was blow drying my hair.. And all of a sudden she snaps at me again.. " Well excuse me, I don't like being FAT like you.."
Keeping my mouth shut.. I continued to get ready..
Now, we finally meet up over at the mall and we head over to Fridays for lunch.. If this morning couldn't get worse.. It did.. My mother starts throwing an attitude towards my grandmother and I just as we're sitting down in the booth.. When my mother and grandmother fight.. They fight like cats and dogs..
They start to argue loudly! Calling each other names back and forth.. It was embarrassing.. Everyone else around us started to glare towards us.. Then they started to bring me into this argument.. Saying the good ole' " Well.. Riki said this, Riki said that! Tell her this, tell her that! "
Wanting no part in this.. I kept completely silent.. My mother stood up and yelled at me saying that she was disappointed in me and that I'm a liar.. Wait.. WHAT? I didn't even open my mouth!
She storms off saying to me " Thanks Riki for kicking me out onto the streets. "
Now my mother overly dramatizes everything if she doesn't get her way and he one person she blames or takes it out on is me..
Because of the argument between her and my grandmother.. She's blaming me now!
Finally we leave the Fridays and walk over to Sears.. All of a sudden.. I'm walking behind my grandmother and BAM! My mother comes up behind me and smacks me hard in the back of the head.. Saying " How dare you not stick up for me. I am very disappointed in you.. I should spank you and since you're my daughter I can spank you if I want too."
She hit me hard.. Now.. I am 21 years old.. She is threatening to hit me and send me back to my father who is in California.. She can threaten me all she wants.. But I'm 21..
So aside from all the " you're so over weight ", " your so fat ", " you make me so mad", " I'm done with you ", and "I don't want you in my life " comments from my mother..
I come home.. During the whole car ride she doesn't say a thing to me.. As soon as she gets home, she changed her clothes and left and hasn't been home since.
If life didn't want to kick me in the ass again! Our toilet is clogged up.. So I went next door and borrowed our neighbors plunger.. It didn't work.. So I left it alone.. Come back to find our toilet over flooded.. So I had to clean that up.. It destroyed some of my gamer magazines.. And now the whole house smells like shit..
Perfect.. Just perfect..
*Hugs back*
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