I've been up for a while on a Red Bull fueled insomnia binge, browsing the internet and thinking about stuff way too hard, loneliness really does suck xD Here's my dilemma as to why I'm even saying this.

Mentally, I’ve never been so ready for a relationship in my life, but circumstantially I’ve never been so unprepared. I miss having a companion to call my own, but at the same time I don’t want to start a relationship since 4 months from now I leave for the Navy. I don’t feel that leaves enough time to form the bonds of a full fledged relationship that can withstand the hardships of me being away for training and the subsequent distance.

In fact its fucked up my train of thought a few times, and I have blew a couple obvious chances with really amazing, wonderful people.

Iunno, just a random glimpse in my thought process, its not any fun at all, but I'm sure once I'm actually in the Navy and stuffz, I'll be too busy to even think of being with someone at least for a while.

Anyways, there. A true, honest to god TMI for TMI Tuesday. How about that?