Think, just stop whatever it is sometimes, and think, think, and think... Think about your life.

Some say it's a bad thing, it depresses you, makes you doubt many things. Yes, they are right, but still, think, try to ignore this depressive thoughts and just go thinking... At some point you might discover something as they say, hope I can get there fast, I'm eager already.

I mostly become sad, and angry altogether, it feels like i need to blow my anger away somehow, or simply hold through other means, but, my sadness... Well, i can find a way someday, until then let it just come and go as usual...

Maybe i have something deeper inside that have been lost, is what it feels at times, maybe I'm lost already and need to find my way back, well, at a point I'll find out, just have to keep looking, and hopefully, still strong, its a rough road ahead of me