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I am being a littel depresed by some problems whit my budy. More spesifik the male organ. I have never really liked the look of it. Not that I am speakin of the sice of it. If it only was it I whould probably begin saving up some Money to get it bigger. But it is a difrent thing.

It is really hard do tell what is wrong about it. I am not sure that If I am A crossdresser or should go to a complite women. The thing that I personal whould be more happy to become a cunt boy but I am just not sure if that is Ligal or somthing. I am now in terapi for some mental problems and I hope to get a better view of my problems. But I am not sure If you guess know any one or have an advise for me so I can get it better whit my selfe