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My karma is really killing me this month.
12 years ago
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There are a few journals I have that discuss about my life at the moment, and whats happening. Most of it you already know whats going on, like issues in my home about my dad, and myself working nights. But let me explain...
They...are not fun. Working nights at the Home Depot, im getting very tired of. Working 5 nights a week from 10pm to 3am, staying up till sometimes 8 in the morning and waking up at 5 or 6 pm the next day, its funny enough that I am missing alot at night when im at work...and even missing alot in the day. Its taking a real big toll on me. Another Issue at work is over 4 other freight employees quit or transferred out, so it is basically just me, another freighter and my supervisor. If you know the Home Depot, I have to work on most to all the districts (Flooring, Paint, Garden etc) in less than 5 hours. They cant give me more hours cause of my average, they are not hiring more people and I am SHANKING them into helping hire my bud Dark Fox. But they aint doing anything. And this other freighter I work with we dont see eye to eye...so its stressful there. The past 3 days at work have not been good, and its lonely there at work too seeing its now only 3 people working nights there...Not to mention my phone bill is due today, but I cant pay it till next week. Its always money...thats always the issue. Im just afraid for my sanity a bit sometimes when I work...because I am forgetting how warm the sun could feel, cause every day I woke up this week I saw it either setting or its already under the horizon. Maybe im getting cabin fever again, a mild part of it anyway
On the lighter side, this weekend it will be different, ill be heading to my sisters Saturday with Dark Fox to a small Halloween party shes hosting, so some drinks and just relaxing will help. Then Next weekend ill be with my loving honey B Clemikou for an entire day, that I cant wait for...I might just take that Friday off, I Need that extra day, and I dont care if I get written up, its more important that I stay healthy than risk it just to the fucking Depot. Also ill be getting some more pirate things soon for MFF, and getting things for my panel in order as well. So there are things Im looking forward to...just...need time to just breathe..This week was crazy...and who knows how next week will be.
But anyway, sorry for the small rant, just had to get it out. Atleast MFF is around the corner, and I really cant wait for that. But thanks alot for reading anyway.
They...are not fun. Working nights at the Home Depot, im getting very tired of. Working 5 nights a week from 10pm to 3am, staying up till sometimes 8 in the morning and waking up at 5 or 6 pm the next day, its funny enough that I am missing alot at night when im at work...and even missing alot in the day. Its taking a real big toll on me. Another Issue at work is over 4 other freight employees quit or transferred out, so it is basically just me, another freighter and my supervisor. If you know the Home Depot, I have to work on most to all the districts (Flooring, Paint, Garden etc) in less than 5 hours. They cant give me more hours cause of my average, they are not hiring more people and I am SHANKING them into helping hire my bud Dark Fox. But they aint doing anything. And this other freighter I work with we dont see eye to eye...so its stressful there. The past 3 days at work have not been good, and its lonely there at work too seeing its now only 3 people working nights there...Not to mention my phone bill is due today, but I cant pay it till next week. Its always money...thats always the issue. Im just afraid for my sanity a bit sometimes when I work...because I am forgetting how warm the sun could feel, cause every day I woke up this week I saw it either setting or its already under the horizon. Maybe im getting cabin fever again, a mild part of it anyway
On the lighter side, this weekend it will be different, ill be heading to my sisters Saturday with Dark Fox to a small Halloween party shes hosting, so some drinks and just relaxing will help. Then Next weekend ill be with my loving honey B Clemikou for an entire day, that I cant wait for...I might just take that Friday off, I Need that extra day, and I dont care if I get written up, its more important that I stay healthy than risk it just to the fucking Depot. Also ill be getting some more pirate things soon for MFF, and getting things for my panel in order as well. So there are things Im looking forward to...just...need time to just breathe..This week was crazy...and who knows how next week will be.
But anyway, sorry for the small rant, just had to get it out. Atleast MFF is around the corner, and I really cant wait for that. But thanks alot for reading anyway.
Just hang in there ok?