Greetings all and everybody!

Happy New Years! We survived 2016.

I never really made a journal about myself for everyone to read on about whats been happening with my life recently. Normally I don't do journals anymore because the majority of them here are mainly commission or art/game streaming related. Which I don't do either...well one, but I'll explain that later on. So if you like to read on about where I've been the last couple years, listen in. If no, thanks for clicking on this anyway X3 I'm taking care in life.

Ill start with personal stuff. I moved out of my dads and now living with my best buddy/partner in crime  DarkFox1100710 in his old home. Last year there was a fire at this house, no one died or got hurt! But the house needed some TLC. After half a year it was rebuilt and he moved back in, and I decided to move in as well. It has been great living here! Quiet, peaceful, working two jobs and making things work out. Lots of laughs here, and a lot more in the future for sure. He's thinking of getting a house, if so I'll move in again. Until I'm really financially secure and get my own place, rent or own. So living I'm doing fair.

Also yes you heard correctly, I work two jobs now. My first job for more than a year, I work for a company that works for waste management, we fix CAT engines. A lot to work on but still the pays good and benefits are awesome. But with the amount of money I'm making, its not enough. So I got a second job, and guess what? Back to the Depot X3 (Home Depot). The same store I worked a couple years ago. Their starting pay went up, so I took it. Working 5 days a week and getting the weekends off on both jobs is awesome! Just it takes so much out of me, waking up at 6am to go work at the first job till 3, chill for 3 hours then go to work again at 7 till 11 at the Depot, 5 straight days a week. It takes a lot out...and I'm already feeling burnt out. I won't stay at the Depot long though, maybe till Spring. I only gotten the job so I can get myself financially secure, a head start in the year. It's burning but I'm making it work. I hope just I don't run out of gas and blow up XD

I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!! FUCKING FINALLY!!! I've been freaking sweating blood and working so hard for over two years to finally get this! When you been using an old ass gaming laptop from 2009 as your system for over 8 years to try and game and edit movies...it kind of begins to die and begin sucking XD So for that....I finally got a new computer, for the first time with my own money. A Huge accomplishment! This signifies I can start doing Gmod stuff again! Making movies, start my career of being a gamer/movie producer, director whatever! I tell you going from 4g's of Ram and GTX 260 to now 16g Ram and GTX 1060 8G....Fuck...yes XD I know any tower gamer will think the same thing right? So now I have my computer, I can do stuff again! Finally finish so many gmod projects and movies I had in mind XD now its just finding the time to do them is the question...ill find it. Just wish it was now.

Yes, me and  clemikou are still together and very happy X3 her and I just have such a crazy schedule we aren't able to see each other as much as we wanted to. She working at Toys R Us, working on college and commissions, shes been a busy bee. Just like me, working two jobs and trying to keep my sanity X3 just as she is... This year will be different. Both her and I will make sure of it.

I also noticed about my body..physically. I weigh 270 lbs. Holy fuck. Never weighed that much in my life. It's what I get for eating nothing but fast food, pizza, chicken and nachos for months on end. So I made a small promise. When the new year starts, so will my path to being healthy again. Ill do exercising, calorie in-take monitoring, and even weight lifting. I want to be thin, flexible and thin again. Many remember me as being thin and strong! Not big and chubby XD I know most to all have no problem but me, I don't like it. So I'm making a difference. Actually both me and Seth are gonna do the same thing. I'll even pull my honey b Clemi into this. We all need to lose weight. Its not gonna be easy...but I had enough being blarg, I wanna be bwruff XD


Pretty much that is all the important stuff covered to those curious about what I've been doing and why ive been quiet. FA reasons and other stuff. But now I have a new computer, I SHOULD be more active, if not, i'm being lazy, then you can smack me lol really though thats all I can think of to tell you. Just thing's been busy and making changes in my life, just wanting to do the right thing to maintain a healthy life both physically and mentally, also have fun and be crazy. Its just me lol


I hope you all have a good one, and take care! If you read down to hear, thank you ^^ your awesome. Ill make another journal about my actions later down the road.

Until then! Peace Out!