3:27 Why am I still awake?

Just finished traveling to visit some art shows. Just read some nothing to something artist stories. Blah blah I feel inspired and stuff and I feel like there is no amount of productivity that can sate my thirst for blood on my pencil/brush/etc.

It is a scary feeling of worthlessness and optimism. Nevertheless this is making me feel like diving headfirst into stuff I have no idea about with the intensity of the world (what does that even mean it is too late go to sleep).

Anyone want to do an art trade or something crazy?