If I could say anything about this month, I'd say... it's been a bit of a roller coaster thus far.

First, in regards to NaNoWriMo... I haven't exactly gotten as much done as I would've liked, but that's cause was preoccupied with something else that was less important. It's over now though, but still haven't managed to kick it into gear yet and get writing. Though I think I'm gonna give up on my original idea and just stick to what I'm best at... Pokemon lemons, heh. :P

Anyway, the next thing is, I was reminded by my mom on Monday (the 10th) that one year has passed since the fire that could've claimed my life. As stated in an older journal under my old account, was sleeping when in the middle of the night when my dad accidentally lit the basement on fire while smoking. Since then, we stayed at a friend of my uncle's house, a nice hotel, and an apartment town house (though was the majority of where we stayed, compared to the other two). We moved back in after many repairs/games about two months ago, though.

It's funny, isn't it? You never know what life has in store for you. Like if I wasn't woken up by someone in my family or by the smoke, I wouldn't be here right now and all my ideas wouldn't have ever gotten done, heh. X3 Though I'm hoping my time won't come for a long time, but... you never know.

Another thing happened just last night. I was talking with my bud  zephyrpaws, and apparently, I hurt his feelings by not posting the story I mentioned in my last journal that he wrote for me for my birthday. :'( I already said I was sorry, but still, I can't help but feel a little bad for what I did to him. It was never my intention to hurt the guy, but still... to hear how I offended him, by never posting what I said I wanted to post, it hurts as he's one of my best friends and respected authors. I really did find it sweet and amazing... but I just let it get washed away in the midst of the chaos that is life.

Sorry  zephyrpaws, if I sound like a whiny little bitch right now, but I just really needed to let this out and express my deepest sorrow for what I may have done to hurt you. And even though he gave me until midnight my time tonight to post the story, I think I'm just gonna let him do it instead, cause it's HIS story and would probably be better off in HIS gallery, not mine. Plus, since I already played games long enough with it, I think he deserves the honor, not me. Hopefully though, once I get done with NaNoWriMo, I'll have something to fill up my gallery here too.

And the last thing I learned of earlier today. Apparently, my grandmother (the last living relative I have) somehow fell and hit her head this afternoon, knocking her unconscious. Not sure who found her, but... meh. Anyway, so she's at the hospital right now, and dunno what her condition is atm, though my mom did say her heart rate was above normal, I think... I'm really hoping she'll pull through, but who knows? She is pretty old (not sure, but like in her eighties, I think), but I'm hoping she doesn't quit too easily.

Anyway, so that's it in a nutshell, pretty much. A crazy month so far, but not really a good one either. Hopefully, it'll start to improve though in the days to come.