So I'm currently mostly inactive on FA. It makes me depressed a lot, particularly in the way that I'm not where I would like to be in my art, and in the way that I see people having a blast at cons, and I wish I was there. In particular, AC and FF hit me pretty hard, in seeing all the people who were there and having a great time. I'm too sensitive.

Currently I'm looking into art school for a photo program. Nothing set in stone, and it's very anxiety-inducing (school was the bane of my existence for a very long time), but I'm thinking about it and that's the first step.

Also, I'm looking for employment. First seasonal employment in retail at first (maybe the place that I was hired a couple years ago and LOVED working at)... and then after the 10th of next month, I'll have TIPS certification (I already have my bartenders certification) so I can get a bartending job.

Things are weird, and I'm at a weird time in my life... Things are emotionally up and down, as they always are. But I'm learning to cope with them...