Motivation.
12 years ago
I've been wanting to get back into drawing, but lately I've just lacked the motivation and will to do it...mainly because I'm not that good and I know I'll probably be displeased with the results...not to mention not having a job, and like no chance of ever getting one (apparently) because of my "lack of retail experience"....just why does it have to be so hard? Then there's my recent break-up, that just adds to the stress and bad mood. Like other than Tuesdays and occasional other furry things, my life seems to just be a loop of bad luck. Sorry to seem like a whiny bitch, but it's true. I've applied to pretty much everywhere I can think of. Restaurants, department stores, fucking Hair Salons, you name it. Unless some one knows of a good lead, or works somewhere that is hiring, and could possibly get me a lead there, I'm completely out of luck. I'm sick of trying and trying only to be built up, to be broken down yet again. Like seriously, I only need a job and my life will get SO much fucking better. All of my problems could begin fixing themselves. But no, it just won't happen because I'm Snakey. Not to mention the guy I like probably doesn't like me anymore...So just fuck it. I also feel like I come off as annoying sometimes. Sometimes I just can't help that, I guess being hyper kinda helps me cope with this shit. Once I'm surrounded by furries, my problems seem to kinda melt away for a while and I'm just all over the place, can't be tamed.
Anyways...sorry for the rant, and if you did actually read it all, thanks for dealing with me...I know I can be a pain sometimes.
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There, put that on your experience.
Being said, they won't check, as they can't ask anything other that: "Where you there"? If you had the information, even. If it was a one day volunteering event, they won't ask. However, while most POS systems are the same in concept, they are really different. As long as you go into a POS system and understand how one works, they will take the time to tutor you about how theirs in particular works. Honestly, I embellished on my previous applications with Disney to get my job there. Now, though, I have experience and I no longer need to do that to get interviews.
Also stop beating yourself up Snakey! Life is a strange evil beast sometimes, that can't be easily tamed. Also I don't think your annoying you seem kind of cool (atleast I haven't meet / talk to you enough to consider you annoying at the moment.)
P.s I read this journal about three-four times already trying to think of something to say. So I'll just leave my notes here. I know its probably lame, but whatever I'm not here to win an award here. -_-
But thanks for being supportive, it does help
Stay cool axe, he probably didn't catch it.
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What kind of area do you live in? Is there a lot of stores around for you to apply at? Keep trying! Look for the dollar stores. Not sure what's in your area but we have like Dollar Tree, Dollar General, Family Dollar, Just a Buck, stuff like that.
As far as the art goes, sadly it's very uncommon for someone to just BE GOOD at something out of the blue. Sure there is having a natural knack or gift at it, but it just takes practice. This isn't really as closely related, but I used to be REALLY good at DDR years ago. Recently I got some dance pads from a friend and went to go play and I sucked and it really pissed me off, but I play a little bit each day now, trying to get better cause I know damn well I'm not gonna jump on the pad one day and be playing the hardest songs again!
I know I only just started watching you recently, but I love the fandom and I want to see people in our big family happy, so hang in there dude!!
And I do appreciate the support, it means a lot