So It's been a while since I updated anything and I apologize :/
I've been going through a lot trying to get my life together. I'm finally feeling a lot happier with 90% of things now, and the only thing I wasn't happy with was my relationship. There was a distance between us.

Well long story short, after talking with my new counselor I realized how unhealthy my relationship was. So me and my spouse have separated, and unless he decides to see a counselor on his own accord while we are separated, I plan on divorce. I still love him a lot, and I think I always will, but there are too many issues that we both need to fix, that can't be fixed alone.

I'm not going to bad mouth him or anything, I hope he is able to stay in the states like he wants to and be happy. There's a lot I wish wouldn't have happened on both our ends, but I can't lie in saying I feel like a huge emotional weight has been lifted off my chest. My emotions were literally weighing me down.

So I hope to start getting more time to work on my art and get back into doing what I enjoy when I'm not working.

Thanks so much for your much needed patience during my change in places in life. I appreciate it.

I also can't thank Itsu enough for being there for me, and talking with me. I love you so much girl <3

Sorry guys,
Dook/Red