So I'm gonna pretty much start over, I'll be making a new account in the next few days and just have a fresh start.

A lot of shit has happened in the last two days and I've lost a few 'friends' but if they were so easily lost I can't say I have much respect for them since a friend doesn't abandon you because they know half of a whole story. But I'm not down about it. I have a lot of amazing people in my life. I have my family, who are honestly the most important thing in he world to me, and I will always choose them over anything. I have a new boyfriend, who pretty much caused me to lose friends? Lol but he's the sweetest guy ever <3 he's super protective of me and treats me like a princess. We are super goofy and silly and just perfect around each other, and I'm clinging to him like hell. <3 I've got my best friend Ben who, even though I work constantly, and don't get to see much, he still makes the effort to be in my life, and vice versa <3 Skippy as well <3

I don't feel like people know what they have till it's gone, so I honestly hope that they see, once it's gone, what they had, and if they don't, that's perfectly fine. I'm not going to change myself for anyone. I feel like I've done a lot of growing over the years and now know how to stand up for myself. I won't let myself cry over someone and crawl back to be treated like everything I do is nothing. I won't stand for being called a bad friend even though I give my heart and soul to someone and they decide it's not enough.

I've been a very independent person my whole life, I've never relied on friends for happiness. I started doing that and I regret it, it broke my heart. But everything that happens, makes me that much stronger. I hope everyone who thinks I'm a shitty person for standing up for myself, has a good life, and everything works out, and you have happiness. I hold no anger or resentment towards those, and if you're readin this, you know who you are. I hope everything you pursue works out, I truly do.

With every passing day, things are getting better in my life, and they will keep going, I will not look back and regret things that have happened. I will hold no grudge over those who have done me wrong. I have learned it's a waste of energy to hold negative feelings towards people. I hope you all learn that as well. That's not me begging for forgiveness, cause I haven't done anything to be forgiven for, for most part, and things I've done wrong, I have apologized for, ignored or not, I've stated where I was wrong.

Anyway, I'm going to be making a new account within he next couple days, I won't be moving any old art over, it will all be a fresh start. Those who follow me, I will appreciate it, those who dont, I appreciate the time you've given me.

I wish everyone all the happiness in the world. :) and I'll post my new account when I make it <3