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12 years ago
It's been a while since I've updated my journal.
Most of my friends know I've been in a relationship with this really sweet chinese guy who's name is Liaojaypoch who is a border collie, like me.
Fewer know that my RL border collie Kara (F) died of sudden lung and heart cancer this summer while I was working alone in my job, due to coworkers summer vacations, even fewer will know of the toll it took on me seeing my baby (you have to be a dog carer/owner to *get* this) waste away whilst still trying to please you in the span of a week. (I've never been more than 14 days apart from her all the short 8 years that she had)
To say that affected me is probably the understatement of my life. to top it all off my (ex)work used that as an excuse to fire me claiming that I'd "Lost interest" in the job, even my (ex) best friend a work knew this a couple of months in advance, I did not get the option of being written up for being (admittedly) distracted, or "taken to the carpet" as a warning. I just got the letter of dismissal.
And now, just last week I was over at my (ex) job, going over stuff owed, and my (ex) friend implied that one of the reason of my dismissal was partly my sexuality and the fact that my boyfriend is way younger that me, making me look like a pedophile in their eyes. Point is (and, so far, *very* few knew this) that I didn't initiate the relationship, Liao did, in fact he had to bug me really hard to even *admit* I had feelings for him.
I've tried to stay friendly with everyone, but it appears it's usually taken as a lame ploy to get ppl into bed (at best).
so, as of now.. I'm done. I'm so done. I've already given up, and I am coming to terms with it. <3
PS. Liao, I will always love you no matter what happens, I'm so lucky to have you as my first ever boyfriend <3
it's NOT ok to contact this poster, ever.
Most of my friends know I've been in a relationship with this really sweet chinese guy who's name is Liaojaypoch who is a border collie, like me.
Fewer know that my RL border collie Kara (F) died of sudden lung and heart cancer this summer while I was working alone in my job, due to coworkers summer vacations, even fewer will know of the toll it took on me seeing my baby (you have to be a dog carer/owner to *get* this) waste away whilst still trying to please you in the span of a week. (I've never been more than 14 days apart from her all the short 8 years that she had)
To say that affected me is probably the understatement of my life. to top it all off my (ex)work used that as an excuse to fire me claiming that I'd "Lost interest" in the job, even my (ex) best friend a work knew this a couple of months in advance, I did not get the option of being written up for being (admittedly) distracted, or "taken to the carpet" as a warning. I just got the letter of dismissal.
And now, just last week I was over at my (ex) job, going over stuff owed, and my (ex) friend implied that one of the reason of my dismissal was partly my sexuality and the fact that my boyfriend is way younger that me, making me look like a pedophile in their eyes. Point is (and, so far, *very* few knew this) that I didn't initiate the relationship, Liao did, in fact he had to bug me really hard to even *admit* I had feelings for him.
I've tried to stay friendly with everyone, but it appears it's usually taken as a lame ploy to get ppl into bed (at best).
so, as of now.. I'm done. I'm so done. I've already given up, and I am coming to terms with it. <3
PS. Liao, I will always love you no matter what happens, I'm so lucky to have you as my first ever boyfriend <3
it's NOT ok to contact this poster, ever.
