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I miss hanging out with people and being able to do stuff outside of school. I spend entire days in studio and barely even see my house much anymore. On top of that, everyday there is extremely stressful. I have to take mandatory lazy breaks just to not completely get burned out. Once I get my Bachelors, I think I am going to taper down on courses. A typical grad student takes 9 credit hours for full time...I'm taking 15 :-/
I miss everyone, I miss socializing outside of my classmates, getting fuzzy and just being a goofball. I wish people would text me just to see how I'm doing..I know I can be busy, but just getting a text from someone really makes me feel better..makes me feel less forgotten
In other news, I will be going to Florida after the semester is over to see my mom. If all goes well, I will also be making a trip to Orlando sometime after New Years to see all my Florida friends.
For Thanksgiving I have plans to be with some friends, I look forward to just being in others company, and a home cooked Thanks meal again. It sucks when everyone else goes to their families for that and I just sit at home alone watching TV. So this will be a really fun time.
I am extremely lonely, like all the time nowadays...Nobody listens to anything I say at school, like I'm invisible..my work is suffering since there just isn't enough time to finish everything and franly I stopped caring about trying to make stuff look good. Everyone is just going through the motions, and as long as it passes, that's all that matters. So being there is a drag..come home and my roommate at least helps with keeping me sane. Overall, I think this school is slowly breaking my spirit. I can't wait for it to be over.
I try not to make emo-like posts anymore..but I'm kind of sick of holding this all in. Nobody around here really is good at listening to my problems, or even cares too, so I have to keep things that bother me to myself. I don't expect much by typing this out either, but at least I have a way of just getting it out of my head.
I really miss everyone
I miss everyone, I miss socializing outside of my classmates, getting fuzzy and just being a goofball. I wish people would text me just to see how I'm doing..I know I can be busy, but just getting a text from someone really makes me feel better..makes me feel less forgotten
In other news, I will be going to Florida after the semester is over to see my mom. If all goes well, I will also be making a trip to Orlando sometime after New Years to see all my Florida friends.
For Thanksgiving I have plans to be with some friends, I look forward to just being in others company, and a home cooked Thanks meal again. It sucks when everyone else goes to their families for that and I just sit at home alone watching TV. So this will be a really fun time.
I am extremely lonely, like all the time nowadays...Nobody listens to anything I say at school, like I'm invisible..my work is suffering since there just isn't enough time to finish everything and franly I stopped caring about trying to make stuff look good. Everyone is just going through the motions, and as long as it passes, that's all that matters. So being there is a drag..come home and my roommate at least helps with keeping me sane. Overall, I think this school is slowly breaking my spirit. I can't wait for it to be over.
I try not to make emo-like posts anymore..but I'm kind of sick of holding this all in. Nobody around here really is good at listening to my problems, or even cares too, so I have to keep things that bother me to myself. I don't expect much by typing this out either, but at least I have a way of just getting it out of my head.
I really miss everyone
hope that helps a little bit.
Misha
im going to florida for 2 weeks in December for Christmas and new years
I'd so visit you sometime, but my normal days off from work are mid-week. Makes it a real challenge to do anything. Heck, I'm having the same problem with trying to arrange a time to visit Drakien. But I'll keep working at it so long as you still want me to visit. I won't give up on you :o)
I just finished school myself, and I found it really stressful. I had to balance school and work, and it was just a stressful mess.
I found that if other people don't appear to care, it's often because they have things of their own to take care of. It's not that they don't care, it's just that they have to take care of themselves first.
You know; I won't be visiting my parents this Thanksgiving. Got to be on call. *sighs* All alone and no furs.