So I'm going through a weird change in my life. One that... I never saw coming, because all my life I've taken care of myself to be healthy. Not like, some big in shape dude but, all seems fine with my health. But for some reason my heart has become a problem. I'm going to be seeing a cardiologist on the 19th this month, and the several doctors I saw said I might be getting a pacemaker. I'm really depressed about this because I've always kept myself in shape, but now I'm constantly exhausted, sleeping more, eat less, all because of this. And these things happened before I knew what the problem was. Oh well =/ to top it off I'm apparently not allowed to work or look for work in my case until after I get myself checked by a cardiologist and get the pacemaker if need be. Now another reason I can't make money =/ lovely stress is something that I'm not allowed to be around at all.