I hate it when I'm sick and unable to sleep. When I cant sleep I want to talk and I probably make no sense at ungodly hours. Well, 6am is ungodly to ME, fuck you and your times, I wanna sleeeeeep... Not that I can sleep past 9 anymore after the move, the layout of this house means I hear everything and mother gets up between 5 and 8 depending on her schedule, meaning thats when the dogs start barking. I dont really like dogs right now. Parent"s" keep 5 downstairs, 3 upstairs, and 4 outside...
The "s" indicates my step"father", a hateful person I wish was never in my life. Sometimes I wish my actual father was never in my life because he may love me but never fails to be hurtful in some way... that would mean I was never born, wouldn't it? WELL GOOD.

Yes, I am in a horrendous mood if you cannot tell. If people actually read my journals, I might lose watchers over it but... you smell that? Its aalllll the shits I dont give.

Actually I give too much shits cause I have diarrhea.