What I planned on being a few months turned into a few days.

So, I wanted to go to this art college near my house because it's ranked the #1 public art school in the U.S. and it has a high number of successful students. I knew I could get admitted to this college but the #1 problem is housing. My grandmother doesn't want me to live in her house anymore, my dad doesn't want me, and my mom is in another state( South Dakota). SO, NOW I'M BEING FORCED TO GO TO A COLLEGE I DON'T WANT TO GO TO DUE TO FINANCIAL REASONS. Studying art in South Dakota, go me. Should've committed suicide when I had the chance. I've given up on life at this point. I even had a lump of money in my name from my deceased great-grandfather BUT MY DAD DIPPED IN THE PILE FOR DRUG MONEY (yes, my dad sells drugs. Whoopdie doo). I'm fucking done with this bullshit