So I'm now a high school dropout. Cool. But that means that I'm also a teenager with no qualifications to get even the simplest job.

I have a pet, whom I have to put first when considering any and all life choices because I love him to bits and wouldn't ever do otherwise.

And I have a metric shitton of psychological issues that haven't been worked through, in part because I can't afford to go see a psychologist or therapist, but mostly because I avoid confrontation like the plague, even when it's with myself.

I'm 18 in 7 1/2 months, and I really, really don't want to sit around doing nothing but blogging and being terribly lonely all the time, especially because it doesn't help at all with the aforementioned issues.

I also can't get a license because apparently it will triple my mum's car insurance (DON'T ASK I DON'T KNOW EITHER. One of my friends has pointed out the flaws in that, and I can see the insanity of it just as well).

I would like to get a job and get started on the rest of my life, but. Well. If you've read this far you can see why that would be an extremely difficult task.

Basically I'm up shit creek without a paddle and I have no bloody clue what to do now, and everyone I ask is useless to me because they either A) don't have enough experience to help or B) has life experience but has no experience with these kind of problems.

Also it REALLY REALLY sucks ASS that my own MUM keeps telling me, in not as few words, to just suck it up and get a job. *headdesks*

I'm just. UUUUUGh.