Thank God for MFF and the other furcons. The only things comforting me and getting me through life are Furries and Steam Powered Giraffe. Since I've moved home during the summer it has been interesting. A lot of fighting in my family, especially between my mom and sister. It's just a very discouraging atmosphere. I work 9 hours a day cashiering at Walmart where the customers think you're stupid. Come home and live in my bedroom which is way too small-- I moved from my own apartment to one room so it's very small or a large bed, tv, and my guinea pigs.

I loved renting a place, and can't wait to again. I just can't decide if I should have a cheap place now or just hold out until I get married in July. I am afraid if renting a place and then getting a phone call for a job somewhere else! Ugh.

My family pretty much all hates each other right now and as an optimist it is hard to lift up everyone's spirits every freaking day when they're at each other all the time.

About once a month I have been getting to go to a furry con to try and make wedding money and honestly they are so much fun and help me get away from my problems. I am so glad for MFF!

I am leaving in the morning at 5 am with , my brother. I will be rooming with and . For real though every day I listen to SPG endlessly and look at Furries on tumblr and YouTube and that keeps me sane.

Thanks guys! And the weeks go on...

((If this is full of typos, I'm sorry. I typed it in my iPhone which is horrid to write with))