While working i thought about my religous views. But the main question was bugging me. God makes no accidents everything happens for a purpose... on the days of me hating everything cause everything goes wrong. God wanted it to be that way.

Is this a challenge? To see if i can overcome new things everyday to not break loose of me going against my beliefs to hate other people. All of you people i cant hate out of all my heart i cannot hate or hurt someone except those who truely mean to harm me.

Was my gf getting pregnant a mistake, or was it a way of saying, "Alex you are ready to be a good parent/father and husband." I dont know but taking the right direction by waiting until i was 18, staying clean free of drugs, alcohol (mostly except wine, even in the past they drank wine), and keeping true to myself.

To everyone i say my religion is not mainstream because nature is my way to God, but i believe it is true and that everyone my have their beliefs. So please to everyone (even if you dont believe), inside I shall pray for you and may God guide you to your way to true happiness.

-Druidic Christian - Alex 'Sheepdog' Deluigi