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A change? An evolution? Perhaps just maturation?
12 years ago
By the way, I moved FA accounts when I switched characters. I still check this one every once in a while, but it's much more likely you'll reach me at 
zephyrrazorfen
HEY!
HEY
GUESS WHAT!
zephyrrazorfenHEY!
HEY
GUESS WHAT!
I've noted that since about I'll just say the beginning of this year, I've slowed down my making of new friends, and started to lose a few.
While I'm glad to have made new friends recently, and they're all wonderful people who I really enjoy talking to, it pains me deeply to think that there are people who once were close with me, who now are through their decision or mine, no longer friends with me.
this trend is generally seen in the amount of people I talk to, and how often.
I just recall for the longest time, I would go online, pop in a chat room, make a bunch of new friends. Even when I first got on FA, I would hop in a stream, chat, and make friends.
Nowadays, I've restricted myself to going to streams only when they're interesting (or on join.me), and just chatting here and there.
Could it be that my anti-social self is slowly leaking its way into the internet world? I certainly hope not.
Certainly not to say I don't love the friends I have. I love all of them. I'm so glad they're there. They help me keep my sanity, and sometimes to lose it when need to for a bit.
And a bit of rambling on my side here, this will all be bold, so if you want to skip my multiple character rant, just skip below. I hate the idea of multiple OCs. Well, not exactly multiple OCs, but having multiple people that you associate yourself with. Saying that you have more than one personality or identity on the internet. No, that's now how it works. You're still you, even if you're you on the internet. Looks? Looks are fine. It's just something I've never been able to understand how you can project different experiences and personalities onto people who represent nothing. You can say they all represent you, but which one is YOU? If you continue to do that, you will lose all sense of self, and not even be you anymore. You'll end up only being those characters who mean nothing to you, and even less to me.
Where was I? Right! Friends. I know that friends are supposed to come and go, but I recently read something from someone who was a friend, that said that they have a hard time holding onto friendships unless they are in regular contact.
And of course, to agree with that point, this is one of the reasons they and I are no longer friends, but there was a reason for that. So I ask you, anyone who's read this far:
Does the loss of a friendship come from a lack of communication, or does a lack of communication come from the loss of a friendship?
I LOVE ALL of you!
By the way, I moved FA accounts when I switched characters. I still check this one every once in a while, but it's much more likely you'll reach me at zephyrrazorfen
By the way, I moved FA accounts when I switched characters. I still check this one every once in a while, but it's much more likely you'll reach me at
zephyrrazorfen 
tally would msg everyday mostly on skype but now she rarely gets replies so she msgs less and less...