Blegh.
12 years ago
I've been a total asshole to everyone lately, and I have no excuses.
I have the rest of my life ahead of me and it just feels like impending doom, y'know? Like an execution date.
I'm so frustrated I could cry, and I'm just supremely grumpy as I dunno what. I haven't been sleeping much, I'm stressed, idk.
I have no idea what to do, what I'm going to do. I just have a fuckload of questions and no answers. Tbh, I just want to go away and not come back for a loooong time. I don't even know where I'd go, though.
I'm stuck, so stuck right now. And I can't even stop thinking about it. It's taking over everything and I have no way to stop it. I just wish I knew what to do, how to obtain the answers I need.
I'm considering not talking to anyone for a while, because of the royal asshole that I have become under the weight of this. It's bothering everyone I know.
I have the rest of my life ahead of me and it just feels like impending doom, y'know? Like an execution date.
I'm so frustrated I could cry, and I'm just supremely grumpy as I dunno what. I haven't been sleeping much, I'm stressed, idk.
I have no idea what to do, what I'm going to do. I just have a fuckload of questions and no answers. Tbh, I just want to go away and not come back for a loooong time. I don't even know where I'd go, though.
I'm stuck, so stuck right now. And I can't even stop thinking about it. It's taking over everything and I have no way to stop it. I just wish I knew what to do, how to obtain the answers I need.
I'm considering not talking to anyone for a while, because of the royal asshole that I have become under the weight of this. It's bothering everyone I know.
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