Sometimes it seems as if I wander aimlessly, grasping for something just to fill the void.
I ponder sometimes if it's real, I may be paranoid.
It blinds me when I do not hear the words I wish to hear.
Though we talk day to day I sometimes feel as if you really aren't there.
I love you dearly, always will even if you don't speak the word
Though I wish you would let it be known, open up and let it be heard.
Nights deepest nightmares become reality a fear to the unknown
If you're here, if you love me, please let it be known.
Speak those words dear child, don't hide behind screen.
Speak those words, type them out and let it be seen.
I can not read into your mind and see the thoughts within
Please speak those words and let me know tis it your heart I win.
Though times seem hard do we carry on, moving in the same direction?
Or is this the darkness coming back from the veil, I can not hear like a lost call another dropped connection.