THe thing i fear most is nigh..if things go against me like i think they are..i will be finacialy unstable to the point of..well being broke and possibly living out of my car.. ive also gotten close to some in which i think that was a mistake..So life has took another duece on me.. and i know only a few will read this and not scroll over it and ones that do read it.. well good for you i guess.. im finaly at my breaking point...im tired of trying..nothing makes me happy anymore.. ive stopped talking to some that where close cause i fell that i dont deserve to know them or even associate myself with them..i have nothing to talk about my life is boring and well its a sad life i live..