so i still exist.. really
17 years ago
so i dont know how many people noticed or cared, but this whole year i have only uploaded 5 or 6 actual fully completed drawings.
its really getting frustrating. i mean, in a sad, depressing way.
i havent been able to really draw and complete art with any sense of ease in a long time and im not sure what to do about it.
ive taken a few suggestions, tried exercise drawings, tried branching out into other art (hence a bunch of jewelry) tried photos a little..... nothing seems to bring the old dream back. the artist that could pump out at LEAST 6 finished drawings a month 2-3 of them being commissions.
and my art was IMPROVING. it feels stagnant and un-evolved now....
i still sketch, not nearly as often, but far more often than i upload. im just worried that im really just going to be forgotten and if i even can come back to art with the same gusto, i will have sort of lost any interest anyway.....
rambleramble
its really getting frustrating. i mean, in a sad, depressing way.
i havent been able to really draw and complete art with any sense of ease in a long time and im not sure what to do about it.
ive taken a few suggestions, tried exercise drawings, tried branching out into other art (hence a bunch of jewelry) tried photos a little..... nothing seems to bring the old dream back. the artist that could pump out at LEAST 6 finished drawings a month 2-3 of them being commissions.
and my art was IMPROVING. it feels stagnant and un-evolved now....
i still sketch, not nearly as often, but far more often than i upload. im just worried that im really just going to be forgotten and if i even can come back to art with the same gusto, i will have sort of lost any interest anyway.....
rambleramble
I hope you can overcome your art block, I know how depressing and frustrating that can be...
And I'm tellin you, get a good white-light source so you can comfortably draw/color things at home ;3
I really hope you can drum up your artskills again. It would be incredibly weird to know that my friend Dreamrunner doesnt want to draw wolves anymore :S
Maybe y'all should got to the zoo and visit the wolves there?
hm..
Maybe we can do another collab commission? <:3 That can help i think!
*huggles*
<3Huskie
but i can also suggest a #2 rigger to details and lines... and just a regualr #6 natural sable hair brush would be suitable for you, cuz i can imagine you doing a lot of colorful washes.
good paint pigments cost like 3 or 4$ each, but are worth it, since they act really well...
http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a.....9/Kharnak/Art/
samples, swatches, brush photos of mine are here.
i really dig your artwork.
And if you want to feel better for a while, try doing some "selfish" art, just for yourself ;3
I would suggest getting some watercolor pencils but, idk. You might get more bang for your buck that way but for watercoloring sketches, since you have to color with them like a regular pencil -then- apply water, might smudge up your pencil sketch, while just using a brush and water, the color application shouldn't smudge or muddy up the color much at all.
I'd say get yourself a medium round brush (8), a small round brush (4), and a tiny pointy brush (00) :3 A place like PlaZa usually has discounts on brushes of one sort or another CONSTANTLY. Also, anything you can use for acrylic, you can use for watercolor :3
~~Huskie
-huggle-
I haven't been drawing at all lately from business of school and work and that's frustrating to me. I really hope you figure out where you're standing and can regain that old spark for drawing again. Mine disappears once and a while too.
Good luck! :)
it really requires almost a fundamental change in the way you approach things. i get paralyzed when i'm about to draw, and i can't figure out why. it's that deep inside i don't believe i'll ever get what i want, so there's no point in trying.
But sometimes i feel great, like i'm the biggest, toughest shit there is.
Right now, what seems to work is what i call the "Clubber Lang" method, where instead of letting other artists drag me down and depress me... i surround myself with them, to keep them as a constant reminder and motivation, mostly out of anger and envy.... but it WORKS for me.
this is what has gotten me to where i am now, Artistically, Mathematically, academically...
It's all about taking that negative ideation and spinning it the other way more constructively. With practice, it becomes a habit...
Just think.... the other artists that are doing well... what are THEY doing? whatever it is... i wanna do it too!
to be a high performance individual, i have to be impervious to bad thoughts.
The definition of a hero is one who's willing to fight a losing battle... so.. yeah. Artists can be heroes.
I hope that you find your inspiration soon. <:3 I too miss your art and miss your company. <:3
Perhaps there are other factors happening in your life right now that are conflicting with your ability to create ^^ However, I don't think you could ever take a step "backwards", it just might feel that way from not being able to complete as many illustrations as you might hope to achieve. Know this tho! The things that you do create and share are appreciated ^_^
I would offer you some ice cream btw, peppermint flavor is gracing the shelves! ^^