People just make me want to scream/laugh/cry all at the same time sometimes. For starters it doesnt help that ive been sick for the last 3 weeks, so ive been uber tired, sore, and having mood swings (Grrr...) The main thing thats making me write this is that my Ex(Who shall remain nameless even though hes never on FA), Refuses to accept any of my suggestions or listen to any of the advice i give him, Why: A. Because he still loves me and regrets leaving me to the point that talking to me makes it worse and B. The depression is making him fucking stupid X.x. And he helped me through the exact same problems!!! I cant believe he cant see it. I still Love him even though I have a new Mate, which is why im so frustrated. He thinks that running away from it all will help... It Doesn't!!! I know, I've been through the exact same thing, but he refuses to listen, even though he helped me through the exact same thing. -sits here under his little black storm cloud-

Is there really a point to this Journal at all? I'm Not sure, but I just felt like Bitching about it, Okay!!!