Guys I am so sorry for my absence.
I've been dealing with morning sickness almost daily and I'm so tired.
It hurts so bad. I rarely vomit (when I am not pregnant). In the rare times I do, its kinda violent.
Really. My stomach muscles clench so hard my vision goes wonky and I "start seeing stars".
Not to mention my diaphragm and ribs have just about had it.
On top of that I'm having crazy heartburn and burping.
I so dont feel well.

And whats worse...
I need to find a job.
Now.
My unemployment is running out next week.
I am worried about how I'm going to feed me and Ellie.
My stupid food stamps last MAYBE 2 weeks. WIC barely does anything.
My ex cant (and possibly won't) support me, or Ellie, or the new baby on the way... god I feel awful.
I dont mean to be a downer, but my hormones make it hard for me to not be so upset.

I have absolutely no way of getting cash and I am so worried about what I'm going to do to support not just me but my daughter.
Fuck my life.