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Grumpy Tab and winter thoughts and updates
12 years ago
Driving Home from spending the weekend with 
Wulfebyte I got pelted with a sleet storm for the first hour of my drive as I headed south to my own perspective town * We live about an hour and a half away from each other*. All I could think about while sitting in my car grumpy catting at all the idiot drivers trying to go 60 on a 55mph highway in a sleet storm no less, I remembered how much I loved snow growing up, I mean I still love it for the most part, but mostly how the child perspective of snow has drastically changed since I started driving. The bear in me started kicking in and all I wanted to do was go find a cozy cave or something and sleep off the shitty weather. I have 7-8 weeks left on my pregnancy since this is my first I could pop any time from the 24th of Jan to the 2nd of Feb as most first time moms give birth sometime around a week and a day from their due date. I really hope I make it full term as I have had a lot of stress this entire time and I want my little girl to have the best chance possible health wise once she is born. With all this on my mind I Wonder how my own mother fared during the winter months as I was born mid February which means she too had to suffer her third trimester during December and January. I am usually excited for the years first snow and with everything going on I can't really must up the enthusiasm for the pretty, cold, white stuff that falls from the sky.
In other news relating to the whole having babies bit, I'm in my nesting mode. Everything seems to be coming together *finally* slowly, but still coming non the less. I should be getting my at arms reach bassinet that cozies up next to my bed and some other essentials that I ordered. I am getting my tabs and getting my state plates for my car a month early before they are due so I don't have to do that too close to the birth. And with the help of my household I will be Cleaning up the house and fully unpacking so that my room is ready to host new life. I am also Driving down to San Diego next week to see the last bit of my family that I missed out on this year when everyone was around each other, so hopefully no little surprises along the way.
I got a sewing machine from my mother to use until I get one of my own which means I can get back to crafting and making things. I need to re-stuff Wulfebyte's tail and fix a few of my regular clothing that needs seams fixed, but once those are out of the way I think I will start making plushies and dolls for my daughter. I don't really have the drive or time to put forward for suit making though so most of my sewing will be mundane. I do however plan on making more garb for my other non furry hobbies and I might get into costume making for suiters. Garbs and such to be worn over fursuits. It all depends on how much time I'll have to devote to sewing after my baby is born.
I'm still waiting on commissions from two different artists of Tab, One a Front and back reference as the one I drew was missing quite a bit, and the other another somewhat adult picture of Tab showing off her assets.. I gave creative control to the artist on her posing but just asked for specific things to be shown off. I'm tempted once I get more spare funds to Have some one draw a more comical version of Tab making grumpy cat face at all this blasted snow or something.. Have clothing for a change since most art of Tab is nude. And no, I haven't forgotten Kryss.. That is my suit, Once
karmma is finished with my partial and I get around to making my hoof boots I'll be doing actual pictures of me in suit *after I give birth* and that will be the majority of the art of Kyrssia. I split myself into two Characters because the fit two sides of my furry interests. I find role playing as Tab online to be more my speed because she is more the real me, and Kryss has more just been a character I played and will hopefully become more of an icon for my hobbies like my crafting and photography. It's been difficult figuring out who and what I am as a furry. I don't enjoy Yiff, but I don't mind having the art drawn of Tab because like me in real life, I'm very much a pleaser, and I like doing things for my mate. As an Asexual I don't seek out sex for my own needs, however if I'm not pressured or made to feel like it's an obligation I will participate when my partner initiates. so yup. Still developing my style and niche in the fandom I don't think I will ever become well known but It would be cool to be recognized in a good way in my local scene at least.
Once again I have made my journal TL;DR X.X oh well. To those of you who read, thanks much!
Wulfebyte I got pelted with a sleet storm for the first hour of my drive as I headed south to my own perspective town * We live about an hour and a half away from each other*. All I could think about while sitting in my car grumpy catting at all the idiot drivers trying to go 60 on a 55mph highway in a sleet storm no less, I remembered how much I loved snow growing up, I mean I still love it for the most part, but mostly how the child perspective of snow has drastically changed since I started driving. The bear in me started kicking in and all I wanted to do was go find a cozy cave or something and sleep off the shitty weather. I have 7-8 weeks left on my pregnancy since this is my first I could pop any time from the 24th of Jan to the 2nd of Feb as most first time moms give birth sometime around a week and a day from their due date. I really hope I make it full term as I have had a lot of stress this entire time and I want my little girl to have the best chance possible health wise once she is born. With all this on my mind I Wonder how my own mother fared during the winter months as I was born mid February which means she too had to suffer her third trimester during December and January. I am usually excited for the years first snow and with everything going on I can't really must up the enthusiasm for the pretty, cold, white stuff that falls from the sky. In other news relating to the whole having babies bit, I'm in my nesting mode. Everything seems to be coming together *finally* slowly, but still coming non the less. I should be getting my at arms reach bassinet that cozies up next to my bed and some other essentials that I ordered. I am getting my tabs and getting my state plates for my car a month early before they are due so I don't have to do that too close to the birth. And with the help of my household I will be Cleaning up the house and fully unpacking so that my room is ready to host new life. I am also Driving down to San Diego next week to see the last bit of my family that I missed out on this year when everyone was around each other, so hopefully no little surprises along the way.
I got a sewing machine from my mother to use until I get one of my own which means I can get back to crafting and making things. I need to re-stuff Wulfebyte's tail and fix a few of my regular clothing that needs seams fixed, but once those are out of the way I think I will start making plushies and dolls for my daughter. I don't really have the drive or time to put forward for suit making though so most of my sewing will be mundane. I do however plan on making more garb for my other non furry hobbies and I might get into costume making for suiters. Garbs and such to be worn over fursuits. It all depends on how much time I'll have to devote to sewing after my baby is born.
I'm still waiting on commissions from two different artists of Tab, One a Front and back reference as the one I drew was missing quite a bit, and the other another somewhat adult picture of Tab showing off her assets.. I gave creative control to the artist on her posing but just asked for specific things to be shown off. I'm tempted once I get more spare funds to Have some one draw a more comical version of Tab making grumpy cat face at all this blasted snow or something.. Have clothing for a change since most art of Tab is nude. And no, I haven't forgotten Kryss.. That is my suit, Once
karmma is finished with my partial and I get around to making my hoof boots I'll be doing actual pictures of me in suit *after I give birth* and that will be the majority of the art of Kyrssia. I split myself into two Characters because the fit two sides of my furry interests. I find role playing as Tab online to be more my speed because she is more the real me, and Kryss has more just been a character I played and will hopefully become more of an icon for my hobbies like my crafting and photography. It's been difficult figuring out who and what I am as a furry. I don't enjoy Yiff, but I don't mind having the art drawn of Tab because like me in real life, I'm very much a pleaser, and I like doing things for my mate. As an Asexual I don't seek out sex for my own needs, however if I'm not pressured or made to feel like it's an obligation I will participate when my partner initiates. so yup. Still developing my style and niche in the fandom I don't think I will ever become well known but It would be cool to be recognized in a good way in my local scene at least.Once again I have made my journal TL;DR X.X oh well. To those of you who read, thanks much!
