For those of you who don' tknow me very well, My grandpa, Whom i call papa, Is extremly important to me, He's saved me form many a bad time, helped me when i needed it, And taught me everything i know... Well.. Last night, He passed away, I'm so frustrated about it.. my minds all conked eye fucked as i try to sort myself out.. and see where my life may take me without him.. I know it's silly.. but i had planned on him always being there... i never thought of what would have gone down if he passed away...heh... I guess now i know what happens, Everyone wants in your life and tries ot take advantage of your weakness. My mother sure as shit tried. sigh... Maybe more later.. Doubt it.. just sitting here staring into blank space and no sleep... Mrreh.