I was just hit with a wave of depression, i really want to cry but i know i cant. ill get into phase where ill beat myself up and repeat the words 'useless', 'worthless', and 'nobody'. Ill start to hyperventilate and pass out from loss of air. Sadly ive wanted to cry for so long.... if it wasnt for Fire or Slybel id be still crying and beating myself up... </3 Thanks you 2 :') for helping thru it