My weekend had been pretty bad. My emotions being toyed with by someone I stupidly keep letting back in. Then monday comes. I get out of bed feeling like super crap. I forced myself to go to school because I've only got three more days before the end of my first module and I don't wanna fuck it up by being absent during a test.

Half way through my class I started feeling feverish. I finally noticed these weird sores I had on my arm and leg. They hurt more as I moved around and I had to stop writing because my wrist would hurt at any little motion. I never brought it up with anyone I just pressed through my day. by the end of class I was worse. I felt feverish and my ear hurt and the swelling had gotten three times worse. Things are made worse because I have to wait three more hours(if I'm lucky) after school ends for my ride to show up. I couldn't take it anymore. I phoned my father and begged him to pick me up. He could not. He had to work. So I suffered through my hours of waiting. I was lucky enough to have a new friend worry about me. He would not let me out of his sight for fear I would pass out. I really appreciate his concern.

When my mother finally picked me up I begged her to take me to the doctor. I really wouldn't take no for an answer. I was worried about the swelling and my sudden fever. This is where things get fun. The doctor took all but five minutes to check my ear and swelling each. Turns out at some point during the night I was bitten TWICE by a Brown Recluse Spider, and my swelling was a bad sign AND I had a severe ear infection that just hopped on while my immune system was shot. I have to take two medications that screw with my sleep patterns and my energy. and if my swelling gets worse I might have to either get a shot in my buttcheek or be sent to the ER.

All this bull onto of emotional stress have me cracking.I really wonder what else could go wrong within the next few days I really do,,,