It has been a long hard month for me emotionally and financially. I lost my grandmother who pretty much raised me and my sis on her own, lost my job and nearly drove my mate of alnost 5 years away beacuse of the stress and frustration. *sighs* at last things are getting better and brighter . Using what my grandma left me I'm now enrolled for summer classes, helped pay for an apartment and soon we'll have some furniture of our own. Not borrowing from his parents anymore! The rest will be saved, maybe for a bigger step in our lives together. Im truely happy. That feeling of everything spining out of controle is gone. Finally.