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"A Poem For You"
11 years ago
A nd here I am, standing upon the totem of reality I wish still existed.
L ove, is what I used to believe in. It was something, I couldn't live without.
L iving without you, without the constant love and struggle to talk to you every solitary day, hurts greatly.
I thought you loved me... I thought, you were my soul mate. And, I still want to believe you are.
W eighting my options, I only really have two. One would be trying to win you back, the other would be, forgetting.
A nd now your gone, away from my grip, that I used to love. Now, I mean nothing to you, and I don't really know why?
N ow, I'm alone. I'm alone again, and I don't want to be. I want to be with you, I want the love back. I want you back...
T is the season right? Tis the time, to try to forget, to try to enjoy myself. I can't do that, because your gone. I enjoyed you, and that's all...
I s this the reality that I was destined to live? Was this relationship never supposed to work. Was I, never supposed to love?
S urprise me, please.Ask me out again, ask me to love you the same way as I did, because I would, and without a doubt, I would love you more
Y our going through a rough time. And I'm sorry that you have to go through that... And, I don't want to see you disappear.
O ur love is to strong for this to be happening, and I won't let this ruin either one of our lives.
U ndeniably, though, I don't know how this will turn out.I can't predict the future,but I can wish for it to be of both you and I.As one. One love.
(Zen, I love you so much. And, I don't want to see you kill yourself over this. I don't want to see you depressed. Please... Don't make this decision. Keep me, because, that's all I ever wanted was your love, And now that your gone... I can't have that anymore... And.... I'm... I'm starting to think, that maybe, this life isn't worth living anymore, because... This always to happens to me. It's always does... and... now that it's over... I don't know what to do anymore...)
L ove, is what I used to believe in. It was something, I couldn't live without.
L iving without you, without the constant love and struggle to talk to you every solitary day, hurts greatly.
I thought you loved me... I thought, you were my soul mate. And, I still want to believe you are.
W eighting my options, I only really have two. One would be trying to win you back, the other would be, forgetting.
A nd now your gone, away from my grip, that I used to love. Now, I mean nothing to you, and I don't really know why?
N ow, I'm alone. I'm alone again, and I don't want to be. I want to be with you, I want the love back. I want you back...
T is the season right? Tis the time, to try to forget, to try to enjoy myself. I can't do that, because your gone. I enjoyed you, and that's all...
I s this the reality that I was destined to live? Was this relationship never supposed to work. Was I, never supposed to love?
S urprise me, please.Ask me out again, ask me to love you the same way as I did, because I would, and without a doubt, I would love you more
Y our going through a rough time. And I'm sorry that you have to go through that... And, I don't want to see you disappear.
O ur love is to strong for this to be happening, and I won't let this ruin either one of our lives.
U ndeniably, though, I don't know how this will turn out.I can't predict the future,but I can wish for it to be of both you and I.As one. One love.
(Zen, I love you so much. And, I don't want to see you kill yourself over this. I don't want to see you depressed. Please... Don't make this decision. Keep me, because, that's all I ever wanted was your love, And now that your gone... I can't have that anymore... And.... I'm... I'm starting to think, that maybe, this life isn't worth living anymore, because... This always to happens to me. It's always does... and... now that it's over... I don't know what to do anymore...)
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