I can't tell you not to do it. This is your own decision to make, its your life. My best friend and I used to be enemies. I used to be a monster, massive troll and all around horrible person. I used to be severely overweight, depressed, pissed off about where I was in life. I made his life hell for 3 years in highschool not because i hated him, but because I was weak, cowardly and above all I didn't respect myself. He and I went through so much shit, so many fights, a couple suicide attempts and even at one time he planned to kill me. Nowadays, id die for that kid and we are both in better places right now. I could have NEVER thought that i would be healthy, happy, best friends with my worst enemy,and mated to the most amazing person ive ever met, Brenden.
You NEVER know what life will bring you. We make plans, sometimes they come to fruition, oftentimes they fail but its what you make OF the situation your in. How you play your cards determines your happiness in life, and how much stake you put in those cards in the first place. If you fold now, you will never know how high you can reach, how bright you can shine. My life isn't a cake walk, and i still have horrible, crushing sadness sometimes but its all worth it to me. I embrace challenge now, I thank god there is hardship in my life because its made me a STRONGER person and it gives a contrast to all the easy happy points in life.
It can be so hard, so very very hard sometimes, but in the end....if you never roll the dice....you will never reap the reward.
And that reward is so sweet.
If you ever need to talk drop me a line on skype at: Reese

we cant save them all. it is the first thing they tell you when you study for any medical profession... emt.. medicine... and yes, nursing as well. there are those we care for that we can not save, all we can do is try our best. what I would recommend would be to be the good boyfriend i know you can be... go to him.... cheer him up... and most importantly stay by his side through this... whatever hard time it may be.

Don't you dare do this!!


DON'T YOU DARE!!