I can tell hardly anyone is caring about these anymore. I swear I feel like my journals are becoming that 95%.
Anyways, a lil update on my life. It's going pretty well.. not so much with money though.. I gave my master (yes I do have multiple masters. if anyone bitches, please shut up.)  vgm22 470$, fulfilling the most of the promise I've given him during my first year of being in the fur community. Now that I fulfilled it, I'm back by a good number and there is a certain panda I know that could help with money, but to an extent that I know few people will actually help. I know how it is with people just scrapping by in a world like the one we made now.

As for xmas, my mom told me I was gonna have a good xmas. Yeah, I still live with my parents. It's soooo funny and it's not because I'm only 18 and don't even have 3000$ or however much I need to actually go far. [/sarcasm] Yeah I wanna leave my family behind and live with those that I love the most, but in this world, you need money >#> and I hate it. Myriads of lives have been ruined because of money in one way or another, and it pisses me off. I don't want to end up in such a thing, and neither do I want others to, which is why I've been a lil generous with my money ever since I got my paypal. I've stopped it for now mostly because I don't wanna lose all of the money that I worked for and that I probably wont be having work from my job till the week after next. *sighs* ah well. Nothing too bad, but it's just a little worrying.

Speaking of worry, it's been nearly three whole days since my dad had let my brother's cat, Dean, out in the minnesota wilderness. It really pisses me off that he even told my brother that his cat is safe and warm.. inside a eagle's stomach. That was soooooo rude, especially when it was him who potentially killed my brothers cat by letting him out into the cold, snow padded country side of minnesota. Every time I go into the living room, I look outside the windows in the hopes that I would find Dean within sight and still kicking, but every time, I never did see him. My brother is taking it fairly well, and it almost feels like i'm the only one who cares.

Anyways.. ask away!