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12 years ago
Alright, let me begin by saying, that this is an informative journal, not a rant, some people may get angry at this, but I'm not worried, nobody reads my journals anyways
let me also say that this had occurred to me while talking on sl with a friend who I will keep private, needless to say, I do like them.
you know, In my life, I have been out with a few women, 3 of them actually became supermodels later on supermodels, yeah, they were hot, but the fact that they were spoiled bitches didn't exactly comfort me, which is why I have adopted the idea, that I don't give a flying fuck about appearance, its the personality that matters to me, that's truly what pansexualism is. Not just "oh, this perv will hump anything"
there is one bad thing about the internet that most people don't realize, it's the damn internet, most things on here are not real, nor were they meant to be real, those of you who can't tell the difference need to wake the fuck up and stop living in dreamland, the fact of the matter is, some people you meet on the internet are not who they claim to be, in other cases, they mask their identities because they are afraid of what people think, this is fine with me, but I have actually experienced people bullying some of my friends who actually reveal themselves, a few were female, a few were male also, but the sheer fact, at the reaction from people, they put up a rl pic, and it explodes with comments, and then some of their supposed friends just stop speaking to them altogether, because they expected a supermodel to be behind that screen, I know that's rarely the case, a few others do as well, the bottom line with me is, if I like you, I don't like you for your looks, like I said above, I don't give a flying fuck about looks, if you truly like a person over the internet, it is because of their personality.
truth be told, the best contact I get, the best time of my day, is when I lay down for my 2-ish hours of sleep a day, and my cat, who has been my best freind for nearly 15 years now, jumps onto my bed, and curls up on my chest or beside my head... he usually sleeps at the foot of my bed, but when he does snuggle up to me like that, I just tend to melt, and it really helps me get a decent (4-6ish) hours of sleep, I don't sleep very well due to PTSD, it is not something I would wish on anyone, even an enemy... I don't know about the no sleep bit, but I have grown quite accustomed to getting so few hours of sleep, that it doesn't even bother me anymore, I wake up after 2 hours of sleep, and I'm good to go for the rest of the day
let me also say that this had occurred to me while talking on sl with a friend who I will keep private, needless to say, I do like them.
you know, In my life, I have been out with a few women, 3 of them actually became supermodels later on supermodels, yeah, they were hot, but the fact that they were spoiled bitches didn't exactly comfort me, which is why I have adopted the idea, that I don't give a flying fuck about appearance, its the personality that matters to me, that's truly what pansexualism is. Not just "oh, this perv will hump anything"
there is one bad thing about the internet that most people don't realize, it's the damn internet, most things on here are not real, nor were they meant to be real, those of you who can't tell the difference need to wake the fuck up and stop living in dreamland, the fact of the matter is, some people you meet on the internet are not who they claim to be, in other cases, they mask their identities because they are afraid of what people think, this is fine with me, but I have actually experienced people bullying some of my friends who actually reveal themselves, a few were female, a few were male also, but the sheer fact, at the reaction from people, they put up a rl pic, and it explodes with comments, and then some of their supposed friends just stop speaking to them altogether, because they expected a supermodel to be behind that screen, I know that's rarely the case, a few others do as well, the bottom line with me is, if I like you, I don't like you for your looks, like I said above, I don't give a flying fuck about looks, if you truly like a person over the internet, it is because of their personality.
truth be told, the best contact I get, the best time of my day, is when I lay down for my 2-ish hours of sleep a day, and my cat, who has been my best freind for nearly 15 years now, jumps onto my bed, and curls up on my chest or beside my head... he usually sleeps at the foot of my bed, but when he does snuggle up to me like that, I just tend to melt, and it really helps me get a decent (4-6ish) hours of sleep, I don't sleep very well due to PTSD, it is not something I would wish on anyone, even an enemy... I don't know about the no sleep bit, but I have grown quite accustomed to getting so few hours of sleep, that it doesn't even bother me anymore, I wake up after 2 hours of sleep, and I'm good to go for the rest of the day
