Well Other then the fact I am still dealing with the emotions of my mother hurting her self. Basically there was ice on the ground, so she asked me if I would go out get her a bottle of vodka. I said No, it is close to midnight, there is Ice on the ground. She asks me if I would stop her if she went out. I told her yes. She has cataracts And is legally blind. I don't want her to not see the ice fall and hurt her self. WE get into an argument, and in the end, I feel to protect her got her two bottles. She Decides to Go for a walk while I am out. She comes home with someone helping her telling me she slipped and fell on the ice.

Please understand she is an alcoholic for years now.

Russell: he next day I am like, no more she can do what she wants. So late in the evening I choose to go to bead early. I get woke up at midnight, phon call, mom had gone to a bar to get drunk, slipped and fell on the ice. TWICE, I come to this close . as small as that period is. to saying to my neighbor who cares for her and loves her, "Leave her there or call 911." Instead I go out there, and when I get there she is on the ground, bleeding from the back of her head. She hit the ground hard enough to make her head bounce. So since the 12th, she has been in the hospital, and on the 20th I think went to a rehab center. Came home for Christmas for a few hours. This is in addition to my seasonal depression.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.