As everyone has been able to gather for the past few months, I've been on the extreme end of depression. I've gotten to a point to where I don't feel like I'm in control of myself. On Christmas, I spent most of the day literally curled up in a corner and digging my nails into my arm. It was the worst I have ever been. On top of my depression, it's more than likely that I have hypercalcemia which. among it's own set of issues, is making my depression worse. I'll be seeing the doctor in February for a last bit of blood work before they go ahead and put me on something for that.

With all the back-story out of the way, I've been officially been put on two different happy pills so I should be more tolerable in the next week or two.