I thought I'd put this down as a sort of memo to myself in a way, and a think tank for others.

Now I'm your stnadard run of the mill working class guy that has a herm character, plays Warcraft, runs his own house and pays his own bills. Taken my fair share of beatings mentally, physically and emotionally and caused a bit of self destruction emotionally in a way, bringing things onto myself from mistakes.

I learned from the mistakes, but my way has been a way of solitude, I go out with friends and such of course but furries.. I don't go to emets, no desires for conventions, have a decent 'Online family' around me, if anyone knows me they know why I keep a family here. But things trouble me too this day.

Unanswered questions, past regrets and errors wished to be put right, but ya can't roll back time, life ain't a video game, unfortunatly.

So I send this message out to anyone I've wronged in the past that thinks I should open my mouth and apologise too, this includes the past five years of being a furrie.

Call it emo, call it drama, whatever, my heads just never been right after my 19th birthday, nothing fits and it all seems crooked...

I'm not saying I don't enjoy my gaming or ranking up in my job or having a big house to have.

I'm saying, ya know.. I feel bad.

Vi~.