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Music. acceptance, a need for help
11 years ago
First of all, this is me kind of just having a short, (hopefully not) pointless rant related to my musical capabilities and how I hate where I am with my musical progression. And other stuff. Mostly other stuff. Actually more about music but whatever.
To start off my username is the epitome of a Highly regrettable "first thought" user name that my younger self thought of.
I've had an account on here for years and haven't been very active on it for absolutely no reason. I was honestly just here for the porn -.- Throughout the years though, iv just fallen in love with the whole thing. Iv had an account since 2009, Neglected to even attempt to get involved with the community. And while I deeply creeped out by the majority of fur suits (I don't judge, just don't like them) god dammit I'm a Furry, I just can't deny it and god damn it feels good to just say it.
But what iv found in this community (other than porn, and plethora of immature sex jokes that, lets face it, nobody really ever gets tired of.) is an extensive community of people helping one another and giving honest constructive criticism on ways for artists to improve and id love more than anything to start being a part of that.
Most importantly though, some of the most talented artists that have ever walked the earth. Iv seen such beautiful things here. (swear I'm not blowing things put of proportion e.e)
I understand that most of what this community surrounds is art, but there are many many musical artists here with profound musical capabilities that flourish.
I probably could have gotten a ton of support and help from people here if I had tried to nudge myself into the community earlier, but it seams that nobody really ever realizes where I want to go with my music when I ask friends. I have felt like I'm stuck in a deep deep hole for a few years now and it's honestly depressing. While that may sound really dumb, when you haven't had inspiration or any breakthroughs in over a year in something that you truly love, it brings you down. A lot.
I guess all I'm asking for is a push in some sort of direction. Goals to meet and things to challenge me that'll help improve on what I already know. And what better place to start than a place where honestly I probably feel like I can be myself more than anywhere else.
I'm well aware that if anyone actually is reading this, that with what iv told you, it would be pretty much impossible to give any sort of advice or have any idea of the type of music I want to produce. If anyone is willing to help me put, please message me and ill explain everything that I know and can do at this point, its probably a little more than you'd expect. Explaining all that would take quite a bit of time and if anyone is reading this and has any understanding of music and working within a DAW they would understand.
I just need at least one person to reach out and help a musician in a really tight spot.
I ALSO NEED FRIENDS DAMMIT.
Forgive all my spelling and grammatical errors, but I did this at 3 in the morning and far more thought than necessary went into this because damn its late and my brain stopped functioning hours ago.
Edit 12 years later.
Therapy is lit yall
To start off my username is the epitome of a Highly regrettable "first thought" user name that my younger self thought of.
I've had an account on here for years and haven't been very active on it for absolutely no reason. I was honestly just here for the porn -.- Throughout the years though, iv just fallen in love with the whole thing. Iv had an account since 2009, Neglected to even attempt to get involved with the community. And while I deeply creeped out by the majority of fur suits (I don't judge, just don't like them) god dammit I'm a Furry, I just can't deny it and god damn it feels good to just say it.
But what iv found in this community (other than porn, and plethora of immature sex jokes that, lets face it, nobody really ever gets tired of.) is an extensive community of people helping one another and giving honest constructive criticism on ways for artists to improve and id love more than anything to start being a part of that.
Most importantly though, some of the most talented artists that have ever walked the earth. Iv seen such beautiful things here. (swear I'm not blowing things put of proportion e.e)
I understand that most of what this community surrounds is art, but there are many many musical artists here with profound musical capabilities that flourish.
I probably could have gotten a ton of support and help from people here if I had tried to nudge myself into the community earlier, but it seams that nobody really ever realizes where I want to go with my music when I ask friends. I have felt like I'm stuck in a deep deep hole for a few years now and it's honestly depressing. While that may sound really dumb, when you haven't had inspiration or any breakthroughs in over a year in something that you truly love, it brings you down. A lot.
I guess all I'm asking for is a push in some sort of direction. Goals to meet and things to challenge me that'll help improve on what I already know. And what better place to start than a place where honestly I probably feel like I can be myself more than anywhere else.
I'm well aware that if anyone actually is reading this, that with what iv told you, it would be pretty much impossible to give any sort of advice or have any idea of the type of music I want to produce. If anyone is willing to help me put, please message me and ill explain everything that I know and can do at this point, its probably a little more than you'd expect. Explaining all that would take quite a bit of time and if anyone is reading this and has any understanding of music and working within a DAW they would understand.
I just need at least one person to reach out and help a musician in a really tight spot.
I ALSO NEED FRIENDS DAMMIT.
Forgive all my spelling and grammatical errors, but I did this at 3 in the morning and far more thought than necessary went into this because damn its late and my brain stopped functioning hours ago.
Edit 12 years later.
Therapy is lit yall
