Sorry for the quietness. ^^; Anti-social binge, blegh. Still in it, kinda, so I'll still be a bit quiet. x.x Currently 2:55 AM as I am writing this... Just figure I'd update on some things. Things that need be said.

College: I still need to get my transcript, but aside from that and other things, I should hopefully be starting soon.

Health: Okay, this may have been a little over a month maybe, but my health has significantly improved, thank goodness. Last report on kidneys, function went up to 50%. Also, everything seems to be normal except for Vitamin D, so having to get that up with supplements and such. Yay. :3 ... Just need to figure out what is causing my hypertension, though. @.@ I'm veeeery certain myself it has to do with either the fact that it's in the family and/or because I'm very, very high strung/over dramatic. Just have to wait on that. ... I may be getting sick, I may not, I dunno. Weasel has the flu, so he'll be...shitty. Mental health-wise... I'm a lot less depressed and such than I've been, though I still have those moments where it's fuck all and I just want to escape from everyone and feel shitty about myself. I'm almost convinced that there's something wrong with me for it to become sporadic. Almost too convenient that I always have something to blame it on. :/

Writing: ... I'll admit that I've just...not had any desire to write as of late. :/ Dunno if it's a lack of motivation or what. I'm very certain, though, the environment or whatever isn't helping. I know I can get thoughts running if I get music. For now, my project will be on hiatus. I'm gonna work on world building instead. That is something that I'm lacking in. I've also realized how analytic I am when I do plan out things, so currently I'm not going to include the prologue thing I wrote for the project. As I think more of the ending, it becomes nothing more than senseless sensationalism, and I will not partake in that. If something befalls anything to a character, it is not to garner sympathy and allure for it. Character growth is something I want out of it, if I can envision it. Or at least have something to do with the plot. ... What would be a good place to look into religious backgrounds and cultural influences? I want to look more into European mythologies as I would very much like that to be the basis in the world for the project. More so with the fey folk and such. I've...kinda already gotten an idea of what I want to do, an interesting twist... As I've always had an interest in things like elves and dwarves, with doing a furry-themed world, I was thinking of making a city full of albino furs would take up the elven realm while underground burrowers like moles and badgers and such would make up something in relation to dwarves. ... The more I keep thinking on this, the more I want to get more into this. ; ; ... Also, I need to take a day and catch up on all the readings on FA. It's been almost a year since I've actually sat down and read anything, and it really pains me that I've not kept up.

Well, I think that's pretty much it. Sorry I've not been so interactive and such. ^^; Never did thought it good to speak unless there was a need for it, and that is something I need to get out of. Anyways, hope everyone had a decent Christmas and a good start into the new year~