Should I smoke my last bowl tonight or tomorrow morning? Am I going to get more tomorrow after work or just not pick up ever again and quit delaying my future? hmmm... First world problems, I do say.

Anyway, I'm planning on hitting up FC this brilliant year. Hopefully I will see all the fellow art and animal lovers that I remember. True, it will be expensive, but that is a risk worth taking when life is so short. Have fun and live right, right? Well, I think it would be really cool if people wanted my artwork enough to pay for the trip, but that's high hopes, even though my artwork IS badass when I have real motivation. I just don't feel confident enough to take the time it requires to handle this sort of affair, I guess. Unless I get better at it somehow. idk. Perhaps there will be a future for me in this fandom, or perhaps there will not.

Thinking is not acting; wishing is not doing.






love yourself before you love someone else.